Lately I haven't been feeling myself. I've been off in my own sad world. Today feels different. I feel open and generally okay. I know that everything is going to fine and I know who I am. I think it's because I'm finally unpacking. This is almost as good a feeling as painting, except I don't feel drained as if I emptied myself of all my emotion... I feel exhilarated. I am going to make this place that feels like a storage room with a kitchen, into a home. I have a lot left to do but, I know I'll get through it. I have a plan for this place. A plan for each room. I know what I want them to be and with Terrel's help, I'll finish it.