Saturday, October 4, 2008

My monthly goals.


I've decided to start having a goal each month. Upon my completion of each goal I will celebrate with tasty tasty booze and chocolate. This months goal I've opted out of posting just in case someone actually reads this thing. I will say the second part my goal is to find and start a new job. Since this month has two goals I won't consider it a failure if I don't find and start a new job by the months end. As I haven't talked to Merc about this yet I'm not sure if either is plausible or not. Only she knows what I'm actually capable of which is funny since we haven't seen eachother since July. I'll call her tomorrow to double check. For now though onwards and upwards! *ding*


<3
Catherine

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Problem

I think the problem here is that I'm not experienced in this situation. What is one to do? Usually, things happen in a certain way for me. It starts with a simple plan which get foiled terribly. I then have to work my ass off to get to a point where I can fix it. That, in turn, ends badly until things ultimately work themselves out and everything is fine. This situation, I don't see following that pattern. Here I have to work from the beginning but, I don't know how to go about it in a way that won't make me seem off. No one can give me adequate advice because they've not been at this point before. I'm not desperate here, I just believe that we have something, this unnamed potential and I'd like to explore that.

<3
Catherine